she

how she wish she can tell people easily how she felt

how she wish she just can cry out when she feels sad

how she wish she can just smile all day long when she is happy

how she wish she can share all her burden on someone else.

but that just a wish.

nothing come as easy as what she wish for.

when an introvert trying to appear as extrovert as possible

usually it is easy for everyone else

but things always getting harder for her.

sometime her extrovert part just want to let it out whenever she can

but her introvert part just can't find the right way to do it.

every time she try, she end up having a regret.

because she don't want to have any regret

she took pride in appearing as if she cared less

as if she didn't care at all

that way she trick her own mind

knowing that once people left her behind

she won't fall as hard as when others push her

just because she kept all close, her feeling, her word and her soul

believe that what she has inside her is bigger than the world.